part 1
As of today I’m embarking on a journey that to explore all the beauty God made available for me. I am tired of watching TVs and hearing about all the wonderful places existed. There are so many wonders to explore in this mysterious nature, so many genius minds to feed on, so many nerds waiting to be asked impossible questions. School is good but just not enough; work is useful but just not enough. I come to the realization that stability and routine are just too danm boring. I live and grow in a generation where there are as many divorces as marriages; to say that the economy is bad truly is overrated.
Waiting for your age they say, you’re not mature enough I heard, then I look around I see 15 years old boys in there 30s still trying to lose their virginity. The only difference is that at 15 it was physical, but in their 30s it’s more of an ego-booster. Do not get me wrong I am barely feminist; however this universe is so large it’s beyond insanity. All these egos raging and barking around when put on a universal scale are nothing but miniatures. Here we are losing the purpose of breathing trying to score as high as we can. How about you just inhale and exhale for a moment? Somewhere across the globe there’s somebody greater than your genius mighty brain and whether you’re a hero or not, as long as you have breath you will die. That is a guarantee. Then what? If you were a Martin-Luther-King kind we’ll probably remember you every time your death times up in our calendar. Be assured, that is all you get my dear. I mean do you really think the whole world would spend 365 days thinking “oh how I miss him…” the truth hurts but it is what it is. Worst-case scenario you’ve spent your whole life putting yourself above others and grow old with nothing but your ego. Better pray you were savoring each and every single moment because if not, then you’re in big trouble. Now do not think I know any better because I don’t. I am in the process of finding myself just like everybody else. I have no idea who I am sometimes. Frankly, I envy the girls who have it figure down to a science everything they want in life. I change my mind like a 1000 times in a day, and still can’t figure what I want. Forget about school and work because these things are well-structured protocol that has to be followed to achieve a certain goal. So forget about school and work I turn around my personal life I see islands waiting to be discovered. Now isn’t that exciting?!!
Well, what have YOU been up to? Personally I do not want to sleep my life away, not in a million years. We have like up to 60 years to live on this earth, if we’re lucky we might be granted an extra 30 years so let’s say in total all of us have up to 90 years to live. I can tell you right now the world is a meli-melo-mess but life by itself is precious. At least if you’re going to be dull be like “Cheesecake Factory.” The first time I heard the name I think of a lot of sugar, I see smoke in the air, I even think greasy sweaty Italian. I am so serious. Then, on a wonderful cold night my girlfriends decided we’re going there for girls’ night out, open to new experience I agree. So I walked into a wonderful, romantic dim light atmosphere with clean friendly hot Spanish waiters, delicious appetizers, great table well-situated, drinks were amazingly refreshing, music was a little off for my taste but we dance through the whole meal. It was a wonderful time and I cannot wait to go back there. You walk into a place like this you want to sit down, taste all the drinks and have conversations that last hours. That indeed happen because when we were leaving the place we realized they were practically waiting for us to close, the main floor was totally empty. My point is, if you’re going to be dull be so on the outside at least when you open your mouth your happiness from the inside might shine out. No one cares about your bank account unless you’re sharing it or of course you lost all of your money. By the way this is the reason magazines are still on business we feed on others misery. No one really cares about your social status unless it’s needed or worth something valuable. Hence, if you don’t start loosening up soon and take advantage of these 90 or less years you have counting up, you will be sorry…or not. So please let’s not crowd the universe with more unneeded materials; Just find the beauty wherever it is and kiss it. At least give Jesus a run for his money. He took the time to create us let’s not waste his precious time. There are no late fees in the bank of life. There is no manager but yourself, enough with the cry-baby scene let’s dance our 90 something less years to the grave.
